My confession

Ok.
I think Im in love with HIM.
Argh.

I need a space to breathe.
Cuz I cant really live like this.
Im growing through a patch of difficulties.

Please give me some time alone.

I don't understand myself now.
Im seriously....
confused?

Im keeping myself busy.
Filled myself with things to do just to keep busy.
Cuz....
heck I think of you everyday.....

Crap crap crap.

All I just really want is peace.
So, leave this alone.
I just cant stand myself.

I need my hair back.
My old self back.
My life back.

Let this be a secret between you and me.