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Hello!

Finally back!!!!

my gurl...

muacxks!!^^

bao bei ah bao bei,

being with you each day, makes me LOVE you more and more....
i'm falling in love with you more and more each day....

i promised you before...tat....

I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE....

and i meant it^^ and i hope tat YOU wont leave me alone too...i think i'll die IF tat ever happens...

dya...

I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!^^
muaxks!!^^
you always know how to make me smile and laugh even when i reali dun wan to...
i feel so LUCKY to have you^^
YOU have the SWEETEST smile EVER!!
and whenever YOU smile...you cn make me smile too^^
Love you~^^
i feel sorry to those ppl who dun hav some1 like YOU in they're lives...^^
wakaka xP

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is it possible for someone to be THIS BORED?? AAAAHHHH!!!!!!!! haiz....

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p.s.

LOVE YOU~

sports day

1st time sit at penonton there...at 1st thought will be very bored la..but actually quite fun le^^ i since primary skul oso sit at peserta there one ah..1st time in my WHOLE LIFE sit penonton there^^ we shouting like hell!! so much fun!! but now i sick of the stupid foss cheer d..><>
F . O . S . S!!!!!!!!!!! FOSS!!!!!!!!!!

we(me & bani) gatal gatal go to every house and shout FOSS!!!!!! / GAGE BROWN!!!! than every one BOO us o XD haha so much FUN!!!^^ than we call more ppl come with us kacau all the rumah^^ haha^^ shout until no more voice d :( but is was worth it!!!! ^^ i love sports day!!!!


this year sports day no stress coz no need run...but i wanted to run...but...too bad...didn't qualify :( next year la...cannot so lazy d!! must train!!^^ now thinking whether shud join olahraga a not??^^ but a lot of ppl advice me better not la...coz the fucking coach very bad one...but THINK i dun mind..as long can run than can d one la^^ see first la...haizz..

You and me

GIRL
F O R E V E R

YOU STOLE MY HEART

I WILL NEVER EVER HURT YOU
just wanted you to know that

i dun ever wanna leave you
i won't think so much anymore

******* & *********
F . O . R . E . V . E . R

I LOVE YOU

My confession

Ok.
I think Im in love with HIM.
Argh.

I need a space to breathe.
Cuz I cant really live like this.
Im growing through a patch of difficulties.

Please give me some time alone.

I don't understand myself now.
Im seriously....
confused?

Im keeping myself busy.
Filled myself with things to do just to keep busy.
Cuz....
heck I think of you everyday.....

Crap crap crap.

All I just really want is peace.
So, leave this alone.
I just cant stand myself.

I need my hair back.
My old self back.
My life back.

Let this be a secret between you and me.

1 month^^

^^ !!HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! ^^

MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY

haiz...it's been like...what...5 days tat i haven't seen you...and IT IS TORTURE!!!!!!!!! i even dreamt bout you^^ oh i wish it was real...i was quite pissed when i knew it was only a dream T.T haiz...

miss you ^^

no mood..

!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

really feel like shouting la!!!!!!!!! someone i love is suffering somewhere and i can't even HELP HER!!!!!!!!!!!

i really wanna see you...i wanna hold you in my arms...i just need you...this holiday is gonna be crap!!!

I MISS YOU A LOT!!!!!!!!

dun be sad...dun cry...dun be angry...i really wanna be beside you right now...to comfort you...

saringan

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN TIRED AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW CAN THEY MAKE ME RUN WITH
MICHELLE!!!!!!!!!
SHANTI!!!!!!!!!
AND..ERR..*DUNNOE THEY'RE NAME LA!!! DAMN HARD LA!!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN PISSED NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS PURE ABUSE!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!

HOW CAN THEY PUT SOMEONE WITH NO PROFESSIONAL TRAINING TO RUN WITH THOSE THAT HAVE PROFESSIONAL TRAINING??!!!!!!

ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT FAIR!!!! NOT FAIR!!! NOT FUCKING FAIR AT ALL!!!!!!!!!

AS IF RUNNING WITH FORM5'S ISN'T TORTURE ENOUGH????? STILL NEED RUN WITH THOSE OLAHRAGA'S THAT ARE WEARING SPIKES??!!!

FUCKING NOT FAIR LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


but..happy bout one thing la..I DIDN'T GET LAST^^ haha i geng a not le~~^^ bangga la^^ >< bluek!!

get no.4 summore..but pissed off coz FOURTH PLACE GET NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haizz..FUCK FUCKING ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

bt after running...gt happy thing happen la^^ shouting like our hearts out^^ suppoting every single person that runs pass us^^ haha tat was the most fun XD

oh n btw..

I NEVER EVER WANNA FUCKING RUN 200 FUCKING METRES ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bball

basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball basketball...it juz doesn't feel the same anymore...i feel like giving up on basketball...bt i don't really wan2...cn some1 show me how to love basketball again???

Ponteng skul...AGAIN...

normally when i ponteng skul i'll be like SUPER DUPER HAPPY...bt dunnoe y today...feel like...so sad...like wanna go bak skul...mayb coz i jus miss her?? n i feel really bad coz i was suppose to bring stuff for vanessa n bani...haha...sorry ah...



and i also really really wanted to RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fat edi la after CNY...need to run!!!!!!!!!!



do kad segak itself do half way cannot do...tat fucking fa gu(faridah)!!!!!!!!!!!! didn't do wrong also tell ppl batal edi!!!!!!!!!!!!! FATTY SHIT LA SHE!!!!!!!!!! YOU TRY LA AFTER BUMPING 30 TIMES STILL CAN DO SIT UP A NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GILA PUNYA ORG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my new year resolutions r complete

1. i'm in love <3

2. i got my "stylish/cool" hair >.<


3. i got frenz great n amazing n totally cool frenz ^^


4. i got my vest ^^


5. and i finally got a cool hat ^^

the only thing missing is..hip hop n breakdance class T.T

Happy CNY

Happy CNY everyone (or anyone who can read this..)!!!!!!

missing sumone...
so badly...

Happy Valentines Day too~~

...

i got bored and so....

ASS FUCKING HOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today PONTENG SKUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW DID EVERYONE FOUND OUT?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RUNNING

yesterday damn syok man!!!! can run and run and run and run and run and run till you can't run no more!!!!!! but it was the most fun i ever had during rumah sukan practice =D plus ** was there =D thanks for the Revive!!!!!! =D mayb tat's why i could run so long and still have stamina =D muahahaha my secret weapon =P

FUCK YOU THILAGA!!!!!!

now i not prefect she sure everyday come find me one la!!!!!!!!!! kena scolded by my dad sure not happy hor...THAT BABI ASK ME TO KEEP LONG HAIR O!!!!! now my parents dun let me cut hair!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU LA ASSHOLE BITCH!!!!!!!!!! YOUR HAIR ITSELF LIKE RUBBISH!!!!!!!!! I KNOW YOU CANNOT TAHAN OUR HAIR ALL SO COOL AND FASHIONABLE...WE KNOW LA YOU JEALOUS~~ALSO DUN HAVE TO COME AND KACAU PPL'S HAIR ONE MA ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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~~~~~I'M IN LOVE~~~~~~

!!!!!! I'M NOT A PREFECT ANY MORE !!!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!SO HAPPY!!!!!
i'll be wearing pinafore on MONDAY!!!
haha and that FUCKING THILAGA got scolded by my dad!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA SERVES HER RIGHT!!!!
PADAN MUKA FUCKER!!!!

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sorry i dunno MAYB IM USING REALLY REALLY WRONG WORDS HERE. Wat i want to say tak keluar betul. =(
Um just want to say sorry 4 everything babes yah. really sorry.

superman

sms

FUCK LA!!!!!! i cannot sms to my C d!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my stupid phone bill is like OVER THE LIMIT...yea la i know la my fault...and now i have to suffer NOT sms-ing my C T.T damn sad la...i'm suffering here!!!! want to talk to her...but can't T.T want to know how's she doing now also cannot...want to sayang her back..ALSO CANNOT!!!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S LIKE GOING THROUGH HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To supersis Claudya.

This is FOR ‘THE SUPERSIS’ [sista of superman. XD]

Let me tell you about this chick.
She is a GREAT person.
And a super super human!!!
She is really cute.
And crazily beautiful.
Funny at the same time.
A perfect girl!

Im a jerk.
A super JERK.
Making everything worse.
She helped me LOADS.
And IM GIVING MY BLESSING TO HER!!
Im lucky n happy to meet you babe.
And I gotta say…..

Im REALLY REALLY SORRY!
What I wrote wasn’t what I meant.
I wrote it because I was thinking Audrey was just playing wit u at that time.
So I write that thinking that Audrey wasn’t SERIOUS.
I thought she was playing only….
And I made tears come out.
Man i sucked.
Im really really SORRY!!!!!!!
And to Audrey Im sorry too!!!!!!!!
Sorry sorry sorry!!!

You are the greatest!
Luv ya babe.
Both of you.
I really love BOTH of you.
Hope you guys are happy always TOGETHER!!

Sincerely from Superman.

BEST DAY EVER!!!!

haha today damn syok man!!! merentas desa we were faster than "someone" =D *dun wan say name later a mati...* haha

today le at 1st very sad coz didn't see her...than later after finish running...I SAW HER!!! ahahahaha!!!! but le...she was hurt...instantly my heart broke when i saw her in that condition...PAIN MAN MY HEART...but luckily she nothing wrong...still can walk but limping... =( sad la see her like that...than aswini bought me ice-cream which i CLEARLY said i didn't wan any...but she just buy la...so what do i do?? haha!!! guess yourselves la =D after that i went home with a smile on my face...but dun noe why rite...ppl run is leg pain...mine is back pain pula!!!! luckily got SALONPAS (for relief of aches &pains) haha...actually works le =D but now leg also starting o hurt a bit... =( now i feel like a real athelet!!! ahahah CHEH PERASAN >.<

The Great thing bout this blog.

-It's really nice saying FUCK here.

-You can say WHAT YOU WANT without anyone saying anything

-You can swear the person you want to in this blog.

-No one can see it unless u want dem to.

----------hahaha. LOL. Just suddenly I felt bangga.... =O

Bored.

My brother gone wrong.

A message from a VERY CONCERNED brother.

Guys, I have an IMPORTANT EMERGENCY ANNOUNCEMENT HERE!
This is an INTERNATIONAL EMERGENCY! S.O.S!
HELP IS WANTED immediately!
Those of you who kno my crazy, immensely sakai bro……
I NEED your help!
Counselors and doctors are needed FAST!

MY BROTHER HAS A PROBLEM!
Ken is suffering from a deep deEP bout of depression …..
and is currently having ‘somekind’ of masalah emosi terganggu dan gangguan hormon….. And seriously dat bro of mine punya otak JADI cacat due to a.....

VERY TRAUMATIC INCIDENT.

Its sumthin that happened bout basketball.
And it’s bcuz of your stupid fucking promises that you made to us.
Now, buz of you [ALL OF YOU] my brother really got heart broken-ed.
It’s sad to see Ken dis way…….

But still how can dey do this to us?
How can they do this to you?
They simply fill up your heads with fantasy and hope n dreams.
Making you confident.
Believing that you are in with it.
Believing that You FINALLY HAVE the chance……..
Then…..
They fucking broke it.

Destroyed our one n only dream…..

Fuck them.

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG ME??!!!

this is the story of a girl...
I THINK THERE'S SOMETHING REALLY COMPLETELY WRONG WITH ME LA!!!!!! it's happening all over AGAIN!!!!! maybe i like her or maybe i just like her style??? maybe it's hormon problems...=( hope so la...I DUN WANNA BE L!!!!! but maybe just in secondary skul la :P hehe...

SWEET 16!!!!!
after being 16 i really feel more mature =D haha it's like when the clock struck-ed 12am on new year i feel so much more mature...haha...but still have fun la!!! but in another way...

this is the story of a girl (PART 2)
aiya dun noe why...thinking of her...pls dun ask me who it is...and those that know PLS DON'T CRITICIZE HER!!!!!!! i'll find my way to get over her la like i did with the last one...keke...

basketball :'(
now every time i see a basketball court...i feel like crying...i really REALLY WAN2 BE INN THE SKUL TEAM!!!!! haizzz...cannot tahan edi...I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING!!!!!

MERENTAS DESA...and her!!!!! =D =P
tomorrow MERENTAS DESA!!!!!!!!! HAHA my 1st time going!!! planning to win ...hehe SO HAPPY!!!!!! and a better thing...she's going too!!!!!!! haha!!!!! wanna see her win!!!!!!! :P

ps. dun worry la...it's no one from our gang...i won't LES with you all one...hehe but maybe just fro fun la ;D

heart broken...

after being in LOVE with something for SO LONG...it's really really truly hard to get pass it...basketball was my life...my world...my ONE TRUE LOVE and the ONLY REASON I'M NOT TRANSFERRING SKUL...i thought i could be in the skul team and didn't have to change skul...becoz of basketball i shouted at my parents...now...its all for nothing...and i'm starting to think whether i made the rite choice to stay in this skul just for basketball...
not being in the skul team really really hurts...my heart has been broken...i might never love another sport again...seeing them training that day was really hard to watch...couldn't really concentrate on running...i miss basketball...i miss the frenz tat we've met and learnt from...

but... i won't give up!!!! i won't give in!!!! i don't care what they say!!!! I AM GOING TO BE IN THE SKUL TEAM THIS YEAR 2010!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!THAT IS MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!!!!!!!!!! I had my heart torn out once...not again!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL BE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!! I WILL TRAIN MY HARDEST UNTIL I PASS OUT!!!!!!!!! I DON'T CARE HOW HARD THEY SAY THE BASKETBALL TRAINING WAS!!!!!!!! I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR BASKETBALL!!!!!!!!!! I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON YOU, MY LOVE!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU AMIRA ALIQAH BT MOHD YUSUF!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE BEING A PREFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!